abandon it is. .

herm..what a pathetic blog..i wonder who is the owner of this blog. shame on you.!! buuuhuuuu!

so. . .been away. . busy with stuff called fyp meetings, school, personal stuff etc.

herm. .bf is in pahang. .do i miss bf even for the slightest bit? err. . . . . . . a little?

anyway. . .mum and me had a talk. A talk about some guy and suddenly she said "What if this guy has feelings for you?"

errr. . .mother what are trying to imply? are you hinting that it is happening or are just passing a remark? or is it just your guess?

mum used to tell me that someone saw me at a wedding and was interested in introducing me to with someone and then, now. . this guy? what is this? do i look like i need any matchmaking? NO.

tying the knot or having strings attach is not really what i want and need now. it's way to early for me to decide who is who and who will be what.

besides, mr bf is still here and alive. . but things have been up and down more or less like a moving roller coaster. what more with the less frequent meet up and his unpredictable school stuff and mine too. *sigh.

are we trying to hard? are we trying to hard to make things work out for us?

i'm having mix feelings. pufft!

so moving on,i almost got myself into an accident while driving all alone, sleepy, in the rain, wet road and half open eyes. maybe its luck. this happen a couple of times that i got nag by bf and mum. pufft. maybe its time to not drive a car anymore. bike maybe? anyone? somebody?
*considering. . .


self reminder: fyp report, fyp log book, fyp portal its all about fyp. *mumbles.