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letting go. . .
At times you can never say never to anything and everything. . you will just look down, pause and just leave without having to beg or say anything anymore. .
Somehow, I don't feel regret that I did not object, beg or say anything. . .but, i regretted handing over my heart to someone. Someone, whom . . i once thought. .is different from the others. But I was wrong.
But then again. . i can't possibly categories those man out there as one of those "rotten eggs" because I do realise that there are some who are out there still waiting, hoping, I'd accept and act according to their revalations. But, I'm sorry, I can't. Not for now.
People tend to ask what happen. . . .and i will repeat myself just like a broken recorder saying the exact same thing "Its a long story, he might say I'm in the wrong and I might say he is the wrong. But at the end of the day, its all over. . .and maybe there is a reason.A reason why we're separated. So, if he is content, satsified and at peace, I'm happy for him. "
Those who saw, commented....well, I guess i'm lucky that I was not there to witness it. Some say you found your replacement too soon...and some say guys are guys...and i used to believe it. But now, i will say if he's happy with his decision. . .I'm happy, and I, will willingly accept it.
Like what my friends say; "You're better of without him."
I'm starting to believe that it is better for one to submit to one's fate rather than to have grudges.
Maybe. . .just maybe. . i'm starting to believe that karma exist and that you'll get your fair share of pain and sufferings without me holding any grudge against you. I don't wish to be a sour grape.
Yes, i agree. the word "hate" is still in my dictionary for now. .maybe it's the best way for me to forget the past.
Right now. . . i can forgive. . . . but I have yet to forget about it. . . .it is as if it happen hours ago.
i know it is hard. . but i'm trying. . .trying to forgive and forget.
we were always meant to say "good-bye"
