missing her "presence"

it's been 3 months now. . . . . .



not being her daughter does not mean i can't feel her love and warmth for her kids. . .

eventhough she was not my mum. . .

i feel it. . .

i felt it. . . and. .

i'm missing her.



I miss her presence, her voice, her smile. . . .

she was someone who has a good heart. .



Some say that it's normal to have this feeling. Personally, i doubt so.

She has been at the back of my mind. . .till lately. .

she is always on my mind. . i kept thinking if only she's still there and that i could "borrow" her from him to feel pampered and be pampered by her. .

i kept thinking of the "IF only". .



but i guess "IT IS" all part and parcel of life. . .

that is "death".

Losing someone is like missing a jig-saw.

Losing someone. . . .

the feeling. . .is . . . .permanant. . . .